Backreading.
Okay. So I was back reading in my old blog and found this entry. I re-read it. I don't know if make sense to anybody but to me it does. Not because I wrote it. At this point of my life, searching for effing answers or advices, I never thought that a blog entry I wrote would teach me something.
Title: Pointless ; date written: Aug 21, '08 10:29 PM
i hate my life. how i wish i was someone who's life is so perfect that goddesses envy her. but who am i kidding, no ones' life is perfect. even queen elizabeth's is somehow "gets on her nerves". everyone has his or her reason to hate her own life.
cinderella hated her life before she got married.
ariel hated her life when she still living under the sea.
belle hated her life when she was in the palace. (i can't think of any reason..)
mulan hated her life.
aurora hated sleeping.
but all of them got their own "happily ever after.." story..
haha. wake up! fairytales aren't true. let's face it, there's no happily-ever-after for us.
im not being pessimitic, people. im telling the truth.
fairytales are made up stories for KIDS.
let's not wait for our own fairytale.
we're all living in this world to taste how rude life can be..
when we taste the rudity of life, we tell ourselves this: "life's unfair." it has always been unfair.
when you had your new wheels,new phone, new laptop, someone in this world envied you, compared her life with yours and told herself, life's unfair.
when he had new shoes, someone envied him compared his shoes to his shoes then told himself, life's unfair.
when the Mrs. X bought a new private jet, and Mrs. Y saw it she said "how come she can afford to buy a new private jet, while I, i can't even feed my kids 3x a day,life's unfair."
the wants..
we want this, we want that..
when life hasn't granted the WANTS then there goes our "life is unfair.."
stop wanting the wants, be contented.
look who's talking. even i, im wanting the wants, im not contented with who i am, or what i have..
well, that's what we call "HUMAN NATURE"...
p.s : this entry is stupid. forgive me!